Ok...most of you don't want to read my vent...just a quick disclaimer, if the word "breast" bothers you...STOP HERE!
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Seriously, the marketing people at La Leche League of brainwashers need to pat themselves on the back! From the minute you get prego everything and everyone tells you to breastfeed. "Breast is Best!" and "It's better for the baby, she'll be smarter, healthier, less allergic, more attached to their mother, plus you'll establish a deeper bond with your baby...yada yada. SO how do you say NO to that? Can a can of powder bring all these things too? NO "they" say (who is they, I don't know but "they" got me!)...let me also mention that the minute you get prego SOMEHOW the formula companies get your address. I swear your OB sells your info and gets kick backs. No wonder mine drives a brand spankin' new Jag....as if the 450K he gets for delivering babies wasn't enough...ok I got sidetracked. Anywho, the formula companies start sending you literature and boat loads of samples. And when I say samples I mean full size cans...like weekly. The literature is funny too it will say, "breastfeeding is best"...and in the same sentence it says BUT when you do introduce formula here's a full can and how to do it. And while were at it here is a few coupons to entice you even more. Why don't they say "when you finally crack and can't deal with the pain, no time alone, and overall crazy hormones here is a can that will sit pretty in your cabinet that will call your name daily, you don't even have to go to the store! Just add water!" What smart marketing people! What mom doesnt think, "I can't do this anymore!" at least once during their 'breastfeeding crusade' and when I say crusade I mean it. If you've done it you know what I mean. It's the true labor of love...
It was tough before I went back to work, but now that I'm back I have a whole new bundle of hurdles and obstacles to keep her nursing. Its SO tough...but it can't be the hardest thing I've ever done. So I keep doing it, because I love her, because I'd do anything for her. Because she is my daughter and I want her to be smarter, healthier, and less allergic to whatever she might be allergic too. I drank the koolaid folks I'm two steps away from wearing birkenstocks, eating granola, turning my hair into dreads, and wearing my baby in a tie dyed sling and wipping my boob out in public screaming "we can breastfeed wherever we want!" Ok just kidding.
See it was just a vent, nothing profound...but I feel better now. Thanks for listening!